Well, I let this slide by didn't I??? Ugh. Let's see, what has been happening with me...... I believe the Dr. and I have finally got my meds figured out. Which is wonderful. The only issue is when I run out or happen to miss a day...then I get all whacked out and suicidal. I've been staying fairly healthy. No major illnesses recently, well...until today. Now I've got a nasty cough.
I'll be headed to Dragon Con in a month. I've spent the last 2 months doing a round of P90X Doubles to try and get back into Spartan shape. Though I won't be with the group this year, I do want to represent, and maybe inspire some other girls to get out there and get healthy too. I love to workout again. And this past week, my sweet friend Becky Smith, sent me the Hip Hop Abs dvds. OMG it is suck fun!!!!! I'm having the best time with it. Who knows...I might even learn to dance. I did do the FREAK yesterday....woohoo!!!! lol
My kids are growing and learning new things everyday. My son has blown me away this summer with all the new things and words he is able to do and say. He now calls me Mommy which makes me the happiest mom in the whole world. My Doodle has found the Lego games on the Wii and has fallen in love with them. She plays them all. I believe she's gonna be my little gamer girl. :)
We have a new addition to our family. A little cat we named Kit-Kat. She was left for dead at our church and we rescued her. Now we just need to get her some Soft Claws and we'll all be happier. LOL
Can't wait to see my friends at D*Con. Though there will be quite a few that won't be going this year, and that saddens me. I still need to lose about 10lbs to fit into my short red Six dress, but I believe in myself that I can do it. :) See....look how my attitude has changed!!! There are a few people I want to thank for helping me start seeing myself in a better light. I'm not all the way there yet, but I'm a damn far long way from what I was!!!!! Let's see....Marc Martinez, Becky Smith, Bryan, Julia Steed, Rich Rosato, Kristian Allen, Rachel Ridley, Kelly Tracey, Keith Lingerfelt, Melanie Lingerfelt, Sherri King, Laura Broadway, Corey Smith, John Brown, Tom Brink, Emily Gaskins, Lee Ann Schwinberg, Brian Zimmer, Joey Eller, Kelly Greco, JD, Kristian Allen again, and last but really first my mom. I'm sure I forgot some names, but these people have really done their best to listen to me, and help me find the light back to the woman I want to be. Thanks you guys/gals. You have NO idea how much you all mean to me.
I'll be doing my best to get back into doing this more regularly. I actually enjoy jotting down my thoughts and feelings on occassion. Specially now that I've got more good thoughts than bad ones. :)
Love life and live strong.
